Seamuskitty's Blog

Hello all! I have moved to another site to do my blogging. See me at http://www.seamuskitty.com/

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Thanks everyone

I just wanted to say thank you to all the people who have expressed sympathy for the loss of Mariah and Shelby this week. It is just amazing how many people loved them like they were their own kitties because they have seen the videos on my youtube channel.

So to my friends on youtube, bengalchatter, bengaltalk, bengals-L and facebook---THANK YOU!

And to my friends from church and work---THANK YOU!

And to my family--THANK YOU!

And to Missy Strayer of Woodlandbengals.com--THANK YOU!

We love you all. We got through the week because of your support and now we are going on.

Saturday!!!! Bengal filming day....

I love Saturdays. Its a beautiful day here and I have all day to catch up on the stuff I can't do during the week. I get to clean the house for one thing. I don't like to clean really but I do like the house better when it is clean.

Also, if I clean around here, I can make more videos of the cats for youtube. I like making videos. I admit they are not the best quality right now but I am trying. I had to teach myself the use the camera and the editing software. I wish I could just know how to do it. But like with anything new, you just have to do it til you know how. If I waited for someone to teach me, I would never have filmed the kitten when she was tiny.

We love Mariah. The other cats love Mariah. We are very happy we have her. I will always miss my kitty Indigo. Always. But my heart is healing with the help of this little Bengal kitten.

Please watch the videos on youtube. My channel is http://www.youtube.com/user/seamuskitty

There are lots of other channels that I like listed in my subscriptions. One very good one is http://www.youtube.com/user/RichardNorton it is a bit full of drama but the videos of the Bengal cats are top rate.

More later! Hug your kitties and make sure they know you love them.

My Bridesmaids

Here's the Welch's

There is love

Good-bye Indigo

Indigo never came home. We have tried everything to find him. I keep dreaming that he is with me then I wake up and he is gone. So which reality is the nightmare?
I raised the kitten after he was found with his littermates in the back of a PSNC Energy truck. He was tiny and just weaned. He grew into a large rambunctious cat with an extraordinarily long tail. He had so much energy and such a huge personality that it is almost impossible for me to understand that he is gone. He may not just be "gone", he may be dead.
Unfortunately, I have to deal with this and accept what is before me and move on. I can't keep holding onto my exquisite sadness because it is so hard to live that way.
Prolonged grief is so destructive to my ability to function. I need to not only function but to feel good and happy. There are so many reasons to be happy--Dean, Seamus, Shelby and Elvis. My home, my job, my health and my upcoming wedding.
So, Indigo--my precious, sweet cat. I will hold you in my heart forever and will always miss you. I am so happy I had you for as long as I did. Thank-you. I love you. Good-bye.

Wedding Fog

I can't remember what I have done and what I still need to do. All I know is that as the day approaches I want to do less and feel more. I want to enjoy my wedding day. So I guess I will just stop doing anything? No. Got to keep marching along.

What's up with people sending RSVP's without any name on them? I thought everyone knew that the big "M" on the card is where the guest writes "Mr. or Mrs." and then their name. But I am getting lots of RSVP's back without names at all. So I have some people who are coming but I have no clue who they are. And I have some people who are not coming but I have no clue who they are. So I guess I will know how many people are coming but who they are will be a great surprise for me. That is OK. It will be fun. No one is getting a place card though. It will be stadium seating.

So-invitees-I love all of you- but please write your names on your RSVPs! I don't know if anyone reads this blog or if I am writing into a vacuum but maybe if I send it out there somehow they will know. I am too embarrassed to call every invitee and ask if they could put their names on the cards. But I may have to.

The big swirly "M" is not just a decoration. Put Mr. or Mrs. or even Ms. so and so. So I will know who will come. XXOO!

New York Joe

My young nephew Joe went to New York City this weekend and I wanted to just quickly express how happy I am to have my nieces and nephews. I love them all and I am sure I could write endlessly about each one of them.

I always imagined the wonderful adult my little red haired nephew would make. He was smart, sensitive, funny, funny, funny and earnest. He took care of his younger brother William. And then when Lily and Thomas arrived he took care of them too. Then when my sister Kathie passed away Brianna joined the family. He became a great cousin to her.

It is so fun to imagine Joe in New York. But it is even more fun to imagine myself in New York. Watching him and his vanguard from DSI on the stage of Saturday Night Live.

I am imagining Joe. You keep imagining too. I love you.